What I Learned From An Invitation From Chaos

Phoebe Leona
5 min readAug 24, 2021

How To Surrender Into The Space In Between To Become Something New

I was in the space in between, the void, the gap, the liminal space, the chaos where you feel like nothing because everything that was once me had to die to give birth to something new. After I left my dad when I was 14 years old and then after his death 21 years later, I spiraled deep into this space- I was free-falling into what felt like nothing.

It was two months of grieving for him in my dream home, going to my dream job, coming home to my dream husband of…

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Phoebe Leona

Author, retreat leader, embodiment guide. I help people feel they belong. Next nOMad retreat in Mexico: https://www.thenomadcollective.org/upcoming-retreats